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The only Ctrl Z

At school when we used to do group project work, back in time you still made posters by hand. I was never allowed to contribute much on the writing/drawing side since everyone knew I was a bit sloppy. Like when you have to write the heading - I didn’t manage to space it out equally and the last characters got squeezed. Pre-sketching with pencil I couldn’t possibly bring myself to do, it’s a waste of time.

Now I get to be 100% contributor to the whole canvas, and you know what, I still don’t pre-sketch. Oh my god, it would kill my whole creativity.

I have had conversations in my head where people ask, aren’t you scared to destroy it now with this move. Ja ok, sometimes, but RARELY to mostly never. I’m so confident in doing the right thing even if it might not look like it afterwards - it will eventually.

The only Ctrl Z button I allow myself is a 15 second window after applying, in which I can mostly wipe everything away again with wet wipes.